Saturday, March 05, 2005
hey pple. long since i blog, pple who dun read my blog u wun realise that! haha. thanx jo! at least u bother to know that its collecting webs? hahaha...
basically, this blog will be an overall for this whole week... a tough week....
as usual, we received our results on monday. my results was a miracle. a blessing from heaven i should say. i can confess that indeed i did not put as much effort as my other classmates, even my buddies... i din start my revision as early as some of those. i bet some will be complaining how unfair it can be. i felt that too.. before gettin the results, mr cho came over to me, push my head and never stop calling me bimbo! i was totally shocked, i was thinking, did i flung my bio or something? he seemed kinda serious then, i was freaked out by him man... but then later, i realised it was more of the positive... haha... i received my results with shocked and unbelief. i din even wanna c my results slip when i got it in my hands. cos i was so afraid for my frens. i din noe how to react.
English - B3
Humans - A2
E Maths - A1
A Maths - A2
Science - A1
Biology - B3
Chinese - A1
L1R5 - 10, L1R4 - 8
wad a result. came as a surprise to every single one i guess. someone who dislike the eng teacher, refuse to hear her speak in class, wasn't even concentrating when she talks. someone who always stands up in bio class, unable to answer wad the teacher is asking unless pple hint, even being called a bimbo. someone who have no choice but to hate physics and never able to pass with good results, either a fail/ a borderline pass. someone who seldom practices maths qns for tests until end of year when forced to, loves it yet still a little lazy. someone who thinks that the chem teacher is bias, dun really like to enter into his class cos ask a lot of ques which causes stress in the class. someone that never fails to fail her SS and gets borderline pass in all her geog tests. someone who is more interested about her fren's life rather than studies! yeah. isn't that someone me? that's me. i really thank God for my results. yet i was so afraid of what my peeps will think.
i just wanna tell u all, i did put effort at 'o' levels, more than usual definately. but all those parts of me are me. this results comes real unexpectedly. i was so afraid that u guys will think that i'm actually faking or crapping thru. its me! real me! please dun ever think that i was just acting lazy thru my sec life. it's me.. just that 'o' levels was a miracle! u guys are too important to me man, tat's y i'm so concern. I'M STILL ME.!!! please dun mistaken me!
sometimes, i felt bad to get my results, somehow or rather i just think i dun deserve my results. i just wanna be among u guys, not an extra liddat... realli... but wad more can i say.. i decided to feel blessed rather than bad! frenz, pls understand!
had a hard time deciding on where to go after results. had a talk with my cousin, my church frens, my dad, my aunt, my frens, tuty esp. i knew almost everything and anything, yet just couldn't decide but finallly i made up my mind, its gonna be Meridian JC. den Tampines JC. blah blah blah... its gonna be hard, i know... but i'm believing God will help me pull thru just like He did for me in my 'O's... peeps, u guys also gotta jia you in JCs man. MY CONCLUSION IS, NO SLACKING IS ALLOWED! =)
anyway, i enjoyed the company with my buddies man. on mon after getting results. movie was alright, yet our moods due to the get-together jus seemed great. on wed, thad's birthday, i enjoyed the meal. hahaha. wadeva u're gonna say about it. haha. hitch was good, quite cool and interesting, rather sweet as well... haha.. wad's more, the more we get together, the merrier we'll be! i love being around wif u peeps! u guys just able to brighten my day! thanx! i really really wanna say thank u to every single one of u!!! love is not a simple word. But i love u guys man!!! =) pls remember me... no matter wad can? even as fatty i also dun mind lah. haha... i'll keep all of u in my prayers man.... !
words that are true from fatty
8:22 AM
