Friday, March 18, 2005
Bugger's birthday and a penny of thoughts...!
yesh... 17... but i bet he's still the same as ever...
well... wasn't that day wonderful....?? i mean its really a gathering. a gathering with full of joys n laughters.. ming wei better appreciate.! haha. i truely felt a sense of bliss in my heart with our gang. though we always have people unable to come and stuff liddat. though we're all different. though we think different, dress differenet, act different... it just still wun affect wad we can enjoy and be happy about!!!
A big Thank You to all of u... u guys have played a part in lighting up my life... that day is locked in my mind. the sitting there bbqing.. the 2 go tian mi mi... cyrus the dog... the wei jie only eatin and not contributing... the 2 brothers doing or wadeva with SMACK K.. the talk with van n chun about Ray... the cock sound from zh's hp... the wilfred house full of ashes... the watermelon on the floor... the twister that cramp my leg.. the chicken that hao ge n lam concentrate on... the failure of rockets due to no QC... the puayling getting headache... the smashing of cake on mw's face.. the freddie gayest dance.. the photo-taking sessions with hashbrowns cooking... the additional of guest nicole... the absence of thad and puty... the marshmallows as well.. haha..
wad a wonderful dayy....
i'll really try to put them at the back of my hearts. so that when i take it out, i'm gonna smile thru it..
i really appreciate having the time to come together, wow.. i realised how impactful it can be... despite of all the past we had went thru, Thank God.. This is what we have now... when i looked back, deSPITE of the lots of pains, sorrows, tears, disppointment, anger, frustration, hatred, ignorance.... finally, we are who we are today... we have what we have today.. i'm glad. hope u r too.....
one night, i couldn't slp... all the memories came back into my mind.. this is b4 bugger's celebration.. small details of my secondary life began to appear in my mind... i admit, i have regrets.. regrets that can never be filled again... yesh, i have sadness, all had past though.. true, i felt rejections, but i no longer feel that way... ha, also hurt, when i was being ditched! on the contrary... i was also reminded of the happiness i recieved, all the blessings that all the pains brought behind it..
isn't life great?
isn't it amzing..
details just kept flowing thru and thru and thru my mind.. it just din stop!!! wow!!! i felt fulfilled.. i felt that though my life is not as messy and colourful as some other people lk vann! hu will be reading this.. but i felt a true satisfaction in my heart... all that i haf went thru made me grow.. it was all worthwhile. i feel silly when i think about things i've done in the past. rather stupid sometimes.. but all has past, i'm a new creation in God. tat's when i found myself actually...... tat's when things change! believe it or not.. my life is turned totally... true.. i still fall, but now i noe how to get up and be strong! i'm also still the eileen among frens.. hope will not change!
however, i noe.......
i'm still young....
lots of things ahead waiting for me...
but for now...
i'm satisfied with wad i have in my hands...
i'll cherish it...
even if one day, i haf to let go...
also, i'm satisfied with wad i Had....
all that make me who i am now...
all that make me grow and get stronger...
plus, i believe i'm gonna be satisfy with what i will have..
its all planned...
no matter wad, i'm gonna walk thru it...
i promised and is promised that my life will be good.. not smooth.. but yet full of purpose and destiny!! future. i'm coming...
but.. i'm inviting u guys, my frens, my peeps, u noe who u r..
to walk with me in my walk to the future... r u coming?????
i wonder........
words that are true from fatty
7:51 AM
